Sittin' on the stage

While sittin' on the stage waiting for church to start I'm typing this. Lot of thoughts running through my head right now. I fully understand that just because something can be said doesn't mean something should!

We just got done with a quick run through of the songs and there's a lull while we wait for the time to start. I started playing and like what usually happens, I thought, "Geez I sound terrible. Is there a way I can stop sounding so bad?"

I'm thinking about how I got home from work at 2 a.m. And how I can feel it in my bones. That I was out that late. I've started exercising regularly again and I have a pretty good feeling that once I get in better shape I'll be able to not hurt so bad when I work so late.

I'm thinking about how I gave my wife a hard time last night before work because she asked me again what time I get off because she didn't remember. Then came God's loving discipline as I got to work and realized that I had forgotten yet again the names of all the staff that I work with which is something that I committed to remembering the last time I worked.

I'm thinking about hell house starting this week. I led my first person to Christ at hell house last year. When he'll house starts I get so focused and Great-Commission-oriented. Why does it have to stop when hell house is over?

Well I think we'll be starting soon. Didn't proofread this!