New music!

I hope that ya'll haven't missed me too much.  I can't really say for sure why it's been so long since I've updated ya'll on what's been going on.  I'd like to start posting a little more frequently, though, and I can realistically see it happening this time.  Reason being is that I don't feel as much of a need to wait for something monumental to happen for me to talk about it; but rather to adjust my internal lens of perspective a little bit more towards the persuasion of seeing the noteworthiness in every happenstance of the daily grind.  Also not gonna waste a whole lot of time trying to formulate and structure and lyricize my ideas in order to make you think, "Oh wow what profoundly poetic individual we have here!"  That's just silly.

I just downloaded Boston's "Foreplay/Long Time" on iTunes so excuse me while I air drum...

Okay!  So, I've spent the last couple weeks busting down the walls of my fears like I've never done before and I have to credit something that I read in Jon Acuff's new book Start.  I won't give it away because I think you would get a lot more out of it if you read it for yourself.  But I will say this:  Before reading it, I had no idea how much the title alone was a game-changer.  There, I'm not giving away any more!

2 minute warning

I get my biggest urge to blog when I have like 2 minutes to do it! Isn't that crazy?

I'm sitting here in my car outside of another branch for a meeting just gettin' in as much as I can until the next car shows up which could be anytime now. 

Is there a way to make this "try to cram something in when there are plenty of chances to do it with a whole bunch of time on your side instead" tendency to work for me? Is there a way for me to choose the opposite? Not sure! But someone just pulled up!

Conclusions.

I hate having to be honest!  I haven't even thought about my goals for the "second set of 52 days."

I can't even remember what they (all) are.

What does this mean?  Shall I come up with new ones?  Should I scrap the whole "project."  I'm always going to strive for something; but this particular regimen that I've carbon copied, should I let that go, too?

I think I'm going to.

Hmm...that only hurt for a little bit.  Onward!

Run wrong.

This morning as I was slipping away from the unconscious state, I came to remember a couple of occasions in my life where I ran away from something good. Like literally ran.

In summation I realized that that's something that I'm dangerously in the habit of doing. Maybe not so much in action but more so in thought. 

I spend way too much time "running" from the love that God wants so much for me to roll around in. I wanna roll around more.